for the first time
ach...
ich will wieder einen freund...
:)
ja..alle haben einen..
und ich brauch einen ;)
aber naja..ich hab voll die ansprüche und einfach voll angst, dass es so wird wie beim letzten mal...
als am schluss alles kaputt war...
ich glaub einfach auch ich brauch jemanden der mich festhält...
mir ist aufgefallen, dass ich angst habe...
ich habe furchtbare angst vor meiner vergangenheit...
menschen aus meiner vergangenheit, taten von damals, dinge die ich gesagt habe.
und ich habe mich nicht mehr im griff...
ich habe am anfang meiner ES innerhalb ein-zwei monate 8 kg abgenommen, und seit so langer zeit kalppt gar nichts mehr.
ich will bis zum ende diese komischen, schweren, unglaublich zerstörerischen jahres unter 60 kg kommen!
ich muss!
ich will!
ich werde!
:x
ciao belle,
Mimi
the script- for the first time
beschreibt so ziemlich meine gefühlslage zur zeit
She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar
And we don't know how, how we got into this mad situation
only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've got a new job now in the umemploymentline
and we don't know how how we got into this mess it's a gods test
Someone help us cause we're doing our best
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time
She's in line at the door with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my flight
But we both know how how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Doing things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
for the first time
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby